Yeah.

I feel utterly rotten.

Was there a need to behave like this?
What's the matter with you?
Why do you feel as though we owe you something?
Why do you behave so childishly?
Why can't you go get a meaningful life and live it?
Why do you have to expect so much from us when we are not even your children?
Why are you so over-sensitive?

I just need to expend all negative thoughts in my head now.