Back.

It has been raining this week, isn't it? As i sat alone in the Esplanade Library, listening to this gorgeous guy playing his exam pieces in the Practice Room, me reading philosophy from Sophie's World, and listening to the raindrops splattering quietly on the glass windows, watching the boats under a dull and overcast sky. That was my Monday morning spent.

Meeting dear colleagues and juniors after that. Have tea and dinner with them... Contemplating that exciting idea of backpacking in Japan with Leslie and company. only to be showered with disappointment as my dad screams 'no!' in my face after that...

Avoided meeting my aunt at home.

Woke up early to go swimming with Xiaohan, shopping at Mango and finally following my tradition and bought a top from the Sale, watched Spiderman2 and was awed by it. I give it 5 stars. If i could give 6 i would. Wonderful. Went home and. Avoided meeting my aunt at home again. (by sleeping early.)

THe next day i spent reading Dreamcatcher. It was totally mind-boggling. Struggled to understand the events that are unfolding around my life. Slept in the afternoon and dreamed all kinds of dreams. Hated it. Met leslie for movie. Windstruck was very touching. Surprisingly i did not cry alot. Aha. Found out to my surprise i had that piano score that Jun was playing in the movie. *grinz* And when my bro came back from his SECOND Windstruck encounter i showed off that piece to him. Obviously he's awed by me lar. haha.

AND i avoided my aunt again. No, this time round got twist. cuz a friend of hers called, so i gotta pass the msg to her. As EXPECTED, she ignored me totally. Which made me feel as though i was talking to a tree. That hurts me you know. I dunno when this stupid cold war thingy will end. Anyway, it's a one-sided cold war. i hate cold wars. My most hatred thing in the WWW. Whole.Wide.World.

So my life now, no doubt slacking like hell, is positioned uncomfortably on a bed of pricking pins. It makes me wanne escape from the REality. To the MAtrix? But where izzit? Gotta find Neo's number. no. Really. I can't live like this forever. But in everyone's life, there's bound to be some periods where you get cold shoulders from loved ones huh. I just can't stand that. But im standing on it right now. And it hurts.

Damn.