Frazzled.

I am totally Frazzled. Strained. Hassled. WOrried. Stressed.

You can guess why. it's my piano exam.
It's stressing me out!
I rather go through A levels again!
my piano sucks, by the way, it has two sticky keys AGAIN.
i think it's because i hit them too hard while playing Beethoven.
I have severe stage fright.
It's acute, by the way.
And sadly, there's no cure for it until now.
Thus, it's as serious as AIDS and cancer.
I thought of different ways to counter my exam.
One way is to GIVE IT UP.
Another way is to FACE IT ANYWAY.
i dunno if i can face it.
my mental strength is super weak, by the way.
To play for 30 minutes non stop, or rather, to perform 30 minutes decently, i dunno if im up to it!

God Save Me!